My Journey: From Seeking to Knowing
I was raised in a fundamentalist Christian environment. By the time I was eleven, something in me began to stir—an awareness that the surface answers didn’t match the deeper truth I could feel. Beneath the words of Yeshua ben Joseph, I sensed a radiant thread—something timeless, something the doctrines couldn’t contain.
So began the journey.
I explored many spiritual paths—The Dreamspell, Transcendental Meditation™, Sahaja Yoga, Ishaya Yoga, and A Course in Miracles™. I devoured the Nag Hammadi Library and the Gnostic gospels. I found soul in Richard Bach’s Jonathan Livingston Seagull and Illusions, in Kahlil Gibran’s The Prophet, and even in the cosmic mythos of Zecharia Sitchin’s The Earth Chronicles.
I wasn’t searching for belief. I was following a whisper.
That whisper led me to the ancient ruins of the Anasazi in southwestern United States. There, among sunlit stones and echoes of long-forgotten songs, something awakened. It was more than a spiritual experience—it was a cellular remembering. I wasn’t just visiting sacred lands. I was returning.
And that story… is still unfolding.
From Outer Seeking to Inner Knowing
In 1995, I encountered the Kryon materials. Soon after, I found the Crimson Circle—and with it, the word Shaumbra. This wasn’t just another spiritual community. It was a remembrance: that what we seek is not out there, but within.
The teachings of Tobias and Saint Germain didn’t give me answers. They gave me permission to stop seeking. They pointed me to what had always been waiting in the stillness: Gnosis—the direct knowing of Self.
Through them, and through the grace of Norma Delaney and Garret Annofsky, I discovered the Conscious Breath. That simple act of awareness changed everything.
Breath by breath, I stopped looking outward and began allowing what already was. I realized I was not becoming something greater—I was simply receiving who I had always been.
Why The New Gnostic Exists
The New Gnostic is not a teaching. It is a reflection.
It exists because I finally stopped searching. And in that quiet moment of stillness, something beautiful began to express.
This space is for those who feel the same whisper.
For those who have tired of seeking.
For those ready to remember.
We explore consciousness and energy—not as theories, but as lived experience. We share not only insights but also the awkward, luminous, humbling, sovereign path of awakening.
We breathe. We reflect. We walk the Way—not to reach a destination, but to witness the unfolding.
This Is My Expression
Everything shared here is mine. Not in the sense of ownership, but in authenticity. I do not ask anyone to believe, follow, or agree. I offer only what I have come to feel and know within myself.
You are free to receive, to question, to move on, or to stay. The invitation is not to accept—but to awaken your own knowing.
Here, we trust resonance. If something stirs within you, breathe with it. If it doesn’t, there’s nothing wrong.
Sovereignty means the freedom to walk your own way, in your own time.
And that is honored above all.
Because in the end, that is what Gnosis truly is: not information, but intimacy with Self.
Here at The New Gnostic, we honor the breath, the now, and the quiet radiance of the one who is no longer seeking.
Welcome to a space of remembrance. Welcome to the beauty of your own unfolding.
Enlightenment isn’t a goal to achieve; it’s a realization to live.